Decisions

Descisions

My heart beats rapidly in my chest
how shall I endue this test?
I am told I am strong
I feel so week
a moments peace
is all i seek

My soul is weary
sleep eludes
as my mind whirls
trying to sort out
what choices to make
A dreamless sleep
would be bliss
instead I have to listen to this

Blind

Blind

You claim you seek knowledge
But close your eyes to the truth
how many lies will you tell
while being faced with the proof?
closing your eyes
does not make it go away
someday soon
you will have to pay
the choice is yours
which will you make

Secrets

Secrets

Door of destiny
what secrets do you hide
from my prying eyes?
What will life bring?
open to me and reveal
that which I seek
peering through keyholes
prying at locks
your unyielding stance
leaves much unanswered

Door of destiny
what delights do you withhold?
what dreams shall be fulfilled?
searching to find myself
behind your locks
am I even there?

Great One

Great One

Oh great one
cleanse my soul of this despair
it fogs my brain
conceling the answers I seek
swirling mist of grey
allowing only tantalizing glimpse
sof joy and happier times
oh great one
cleanse my soul of this despair
of storm cloud that roll in
obscurring my days
with the the dark color of hopelessness

Who

Who

the dream shall illuminate
all answers you seek
spirit guide
lead the way
to truth and knowledge
help me grow
help me learn
who you are
who am I
what is my purpose

Migaine

Migraine

A halo of rainbows
color glowing and dimming
with each throb of
pricks of light
dance across my eyes
oh to lay in peace would be bliss
But there are hungry birds
chirping in my ear
what will we eat today? today?
what will we eat today?

oh to lay in Peace
would be divine
but a mountain of cloth
calls out to be
laundered and folded
tucked away
for another time

Oh to lay in peace
would be paradise
but glass, silver, and plastic await
standing in a pyramid next to
a sink
ready to be immersed
in a warm bath of suds
and placed gently
in a dark cabinet

Untitled 7

Untitled 7 (I really ought to start thinking of names for these things LOL)

A gentle wind
can push it either way
the delicate
balance of life
grasp each day
and hold it tight
engrave on your memory
the small joys
tomorrow comes
much to fast
with new challenges
that we must pass
try not to dwell
on things yet to come
some day you too
will walk in the sun